Sunday, July 26, 2009

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realize

yesterday I
reading in the f-nac as expected, spirituality and psychology books and such, I read a lot lately on this topic for helping a little to myself, knowing that is what happens if we assume according to my parents that I have everything, and still suffered, and suffer me Sinet guilty because if I have everything and should be fine ...

then my aunt is leaving me books and such (say it is the person she is coming to understand me now and tell me things that hit the nail) and yesterday I read this poem about realizing things, and not go esque much with what happens to me, but I did thank you very much, I'll post here, and I hope someone Dirven, is a Tibetan monk I think.

I woke up one morning,

leave my house,

there is a hole in the sidewalk

not see it,

and fall on it.

Next Day ...

leave my house,

I forget that there is a hole in the sidewalk

and I fall into it.

Third day,

leave my house around trying to remember

that there is a hole in the sidewalk

however,

do not remember,

and fall into it.

Fourth day,

leave my house trying to remember

well on the sidewalk

remember,

and do not see well

and fall into it.

Fifth day,

leave my house,

memory I have Keep in mind

well on the sidewalk

and walk looking at the floor,

and see

despite him,

fall on it.

Sixth day,

leave my house,

remember the hole in the sidewalk

I looked around,

see it,

tries to jump

and fall into it.

Seventh Day

leave my house,

see the hole, took

career

jump, grazed the tips of my feet on edge Furthermore,

but not enough and fall into it.

Eighth Day,

leave my house,

see the hole, took

career

jump came

the other side!

I feel so proud to have achieved,

that celebration jumping for joy ...

And in doing so, fall back into the well.

Ninth day

leave my house,

see the hole, took

career

jump

and continue my way.

Tenth day

I realize

only now that it is easier

walk ...

the street.


INTERVIEW today also on my aunt, I have to ditch my mind this takes a chaos, so sudden fevers and being bad this year so many times, the sink for any bullshit, not hopes up with anything, those fears that I have .. and many more ... so every time I'm more determined to start going to the psychologist this and see if you put some order in my mind because it is chaotic for a year.





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