not remember, once someone recommended me, I guess last year cuanod pass everything that happens, put a huge target in my room, and every time I was down throw a dart to see if it was full, and then I would feel good, I resigned to make it, I saw a nonsense in my state, where the only thing I wanted was to arrive this morning filled with light that spoke to me every day my parents, but now I regret it, because that day came a day light and now everything becomes dark, fears met again, I feel idiotic, so I'm going to buy a target, and next year will be filled darts.
Yesterday was one of the worst days I've spent my whole life, I was more scared than ever, and still am seeing that despite what everyone tells me I am unable to make my own happiness, but I lock myself in an imaginary world where I think it is so long I've been looking for that light, I empezadoa read me a book on psychology, where the psychologist bucai jorge moron called me for being me, dependent, if a part of one of my faults, very young I always depend on one person, and I feel abandoned if the person starts to walk away even a little, which I understand, because alomejor that person is not dependent like me and less of a someone so boring and bland as I can be at times, but I can not help feeling how I felt yesterday ... and much of the echo that I am idiot, but still not why, I guess these biological things of which I do not understand because I am a father of letters, but there are thousands person around me, trying to make me smile, the only ones who can get are the person you depend on, or my family
my family is now in a separate case, are now my aunts that I are recommending that I have all day over to see how I am, my aunt Angeles, Madrid nothing more and nothing less, apart from being dedicated toys'rus secretary in his spare time to help tannins with cancer and terminally ill, I see as a kind of magician, it is capable of capturing energy and transmitirtela and it has gone very very wrong in his life, helped me cuanod was there, and I said I had to be happy, but if I'm trying! but sometimes life itself gives me back ... even so she keeps calling me every day, with the danger that one day the boss caught calling to see how I am, and I want to be good just for her, because never a person in my family had as much concern for me ...
after this my aunt Maria sea, which apart from its beautiful name, has two young children whom I adore, she also realized it was wrong, and not be afraid of many already know, and I regret very much that many know, but for the huge mess of things so that my mind is forming evil with that theme, with what is happening, because it has been mixed with everything I had before, and they like it or not, and does not receive much help, either from the person you depend on, or my family, Voya enter zombie state very tiempo.pues her little yesterday watching that little thing I burst into tears, I said he could not continue with this mess of things, both told me that the dream I have is psychological, because evade the reality that both scares me, and it is true, and I can not go on like this, because sleep because I've had worse grades this year, I recommended a psychologist, which I go every Friday in September to see if I fix something
and yet, today I woke up upset with life, and myself, because this being the worst week of my life, because I need to smile before I leave town again on Wednesday, and I will not get it ...
and you know why? because, according to Jorge Bucay'm a moron ... and this moron you are doing the same damage as last year with one of their most dreaded fears ... and as much as I think, that fear is somewhat outdated, if nobody help to overcome it, I like the head and l more ...
know? I did not ask the wise men to be dependent, I asked for a Iphone.
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