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After mourn

cry all at once. Wow

absences along with the layoffs,

every day of sadness, loneliness, uncertainty,

nightmares and cry cry all night,

the same time on the same day.

cry the pain of others with my own eyes, if ever one did not know mourn.

we wept for all the times I wanted and I could not mourn, I cry

all over my body, tears filled the sea.

Borro ancient blanks in my skin

and I make up new watercolors, blurring

weep tears of all at once.

Then my naked body, crying and clean

becomes the canvas upon which I always wanted to paint.